haiz.. i lost smth dear to me..
e long awaited present handmade by dear..
ahhh.. hopefully some miracles will happen, n it will pop out again...
haiz stupid me. stupid me. stupid me.
but luckily i have a understanding 'da tou', tht helps me look at e positive way n comforting me..
thanks my dear =)
i am tired..
im back from taiwan!! ....... urm like 2 weeks ago le..
the place is superb
love the sun, the springwater, the train, the food, the people...
esp the people, so friendly n nice.. n their toilets are MUCH MUCH better than Singapore!
omg im missing their ru rou fan, you qie green tea, n 50lan bubble tea..
Rate: ***** 5Stars!
haiz sch starting soon le.. needa pick up 'sch starts mood' soon.. n jiayou for the next 4months before the next holi kicks in again..
GAMBATTE oh ~
happy birthday to me!!
Thanks all friends, family, relatives for the wishes.. =D
Enjoyed myself today..
thanks dear for the day, the presents, and the super touching musical box.. *grin*
=) =) =)
suddenly in e middle of e night, dunno whether is it the hormones acting up, im feeling v upset for no particular reason. jus feeling upset.
den i started to think bout the past, how snowy acc me when im down, how she sort of comfort me, n how she'll always come in to my room the first thing in e morn when i woke up. n suddenly, i realise its all gone.
its been almost a month, i really thought i've got over it. i've stop crying for long time. i tot im ok already.
but now, im missing her again. n i miss her alot alot.
i know im silly, smtimes im hoping when im home, n i open e door, i'll see her lying at her usual position at the balcony, like i always saw.
im feeling like a kid now, crying over something like a toy tht will nvr be urs.
i wan her back, i really wan her back.
ah choooo!!
here comes the happy swine named " piglet snowy"
here goes the story of my new pet " piglet snowy"
today, nan de dear off day, we decided to have some cycling, and then gg ps to just walk ard..
cycling part so-so lah, the super nice uncle wasnt ard.. so wasnt much fun though..
the exciting part was when we were at plaza sing. decided to pop by the arcade, to play some of our usual games..
den like normal arcade, they have those machines that u can try ur luck to catch those lovely soft toys.. we were watch some ppl trying their best to catch the soft toys.. but always like caught it, but as it moves to the exit, it dropped..
me see le, abit tempted to try.. somehow feeling mayb i'll be lucky enough to catch smth.. n since its only $1, decided to try my luck.. the first try, manage to catch e body.. but similar to others, when it was about to move to e exit, it will jerk abit, n the soft toy would just drop..
at 1st jus wanna try my luck only, but since we still have 2 more tokens (another $1 left), i decided to try my luck again.. this time round, the claw din catch hold of the body, but instead it caught the buttock, we thought confirm gone case le.. as usual, it jerk, n e piglet drop... ehhh.. nope, the piglet din drop!!! cos the claw hook on to the price tag!!
everybody ard us was like " WAH"
in e end we called the staff, cos the claw was still hooking the tag even when it reach e exit, n luckily the staff is nice enough to give it to me =)
heh.. something happy over these moody days.. have a feeling tht is snowy bless me and ask me not to be sad anymore, so i've decided to name this special piglet
the lucky "snowy piglet"
i tot everything is ok already.. she passed the most dangerous ordeal...
but.. she's just gone today
n its really gone.. no more coming to my room happily..
no more listening to her trying to knock my door in the morn..
no more seeing her exercising..
no more seeing her fighting with my mum
no more comforting me when im down..
snowy, thanks for being there for me for the past 8years +
u r my proud. rest in peace...
today is really an ' alot different kind of feelings' day.. We decided to let snowy go for teeth operation after seeing her becoming sooo skinny for not eating at all these few days.. we think rather she make the risk of gg the operation, than to see her starve to death as days goes by... obviously, the risk of the operation is super super high as the doc explains to me yesterday. Due to her age (about 90+ - 100 years old for human), general anaesthetic is v dangerous, she may not be able to take it, n jus not wake from it..
Waking early this morn, bring her to the clinic, to settle down first though the operation is like 2pm.. reach hm, totally lost.. did my work like robot, coz really feeling blank...
215pm.. phone rang. got a shock from it. the doctor called. i tot she din even went through the 1st 15mins.. luckily, its nt something bad news, but not good news either. the doc say she has been having difficulty in breathing since morn.. but dunno y.. This causes the risk of the operation to be even much higher. Doc say she'll most probably nt be able to wake up if she's gg to do the op..
Real hard decision for me. but in e end i still decided to go ahead the operation, if she was to really pass away, at least she can pass away peacefully in her sleep rather than starving..
315pm. operation supposed to end. but no call..
420pm. the phone rang. everybody was around me, waiting to hear the news.
snowy survived!!!! the op went smoothly.. n she's awake.. still need awhile of observation, but can pick her up after 6. After hearing the news, all of us cant help but cried. she's really a strong girl. im so proud of my pet =)
7pm. reach the clinic to pick her up. initially, i tot she will still be drowsy, like half dead.. but seeing her, she still can be so energetic, n i can see tht she's happy to see me! haha
home, fed medicine.. though she still doesnt want to eat, hopefully things will get better soon.
=))
brought snowy to vet ytd night.. its some gastrointestinal prob..
had some injection and medicine to let snowy's gastric to start working again...
but today she's still the same.. din eat anything at all and was lying at the same spot thru out the day.. she look so ke lian when i force her to eat the medicine loh.. haiz..
hopefully the medicine faster work well for her, n she'll b back to her hyperactive mode soon..
tmr mum's gg for operation le.. prays hard tht everything will be fine and smooth for her..
*prays*
nth seems right these few days.. firstly is mum gg for operation, now is snowy getting restless n dun wan to eat the whole day..
its been 2 days she did not eat anything le, only some small bites of carrot now n then, all she does is lie down at tht same spot the whole day, looking so tired n restless...
gt a news from fren tht her fren's rabbit of 8 years too passed away few days ago.. snowy is 8 years old too.. n many ppl say the max age of a rabbit is 8 years old.. hmmm.. makes me tot of the movie "10 promises to my dog'', im really scared she'll jus leave me lidat...
though she's only a rabbit, her behaviour is jus like a dog.. she'll always follow me to my room whenever i reach hm from sch, she know when im sad, n she'll jus quietly sit beside me n let me pat her, until i calm down.. she's gone thru with me all my past relationships.. whenever im away for a holiday, she'll act strange n moody. she need me, jus like how i need her too..
its jus a rabbit, but i know i'll break down if i lose her....
next wk will b a mind n physically hectic wk for me le.. mum gg for operation, dad needs to work at night, sis gg m'sia on thur.. snowy's health depleting, exams coming...
prays hard everything will b ok, n everything will b over soon.. the whole family needs me, n i need them too..
Shirley, GAMBATTESHO!!