30th july 2006 4pm
things have ended..
hope its e right decision
my last ibm was over..
nth special.. juz like another ibm.. thts all..
have nth much to elaborate bout it too..
hmm.. thks my bestest fren yuhan from coming n e flowers.. hee..
thts about all.. ya..
tata
Singapore Polytechnic I Believe in Music 24
Singapore Poltechnic Convention Hall
29th July, 7pm, Saturday, $6
anyone interested??
haiz.. so disappointed.. so sad..
intially, dun wan to make an effort to promote tics de.. coz i knew e effort would go to e drain anyway..
but, in e end.. still promoted to some of my frenz..
afterall, its my LAST IBM.. really hope got frenz come support for my last concert in SP..
coz its really sad to work so hard.. come for practices, n in e end perform to a hall of no supporters of urs..
so envious of those who hav frenz, esp non-band member frenz who turn up to support them..
wonder how darren can sold 10tics when he's not even performing for ibm..
haiz.. so friendship worths less than $6..
some would rather stay at hm n watch tv.. some would rather spend another extra $3.50 n watch a movie..
ya.. thts wat frenz are for..
how can not disappointed rite??
nevetherless, i shall enjoy my LAST IBM
shall have a crazy photo taking with my band mates, esp those who r having their last ibm too.. haha
shall perform hard not for supporters.. but for e band.. =)
6 more days........
intially, dun wan to make an effort to promote tics de.. coz i knew e effort would go to e drain anyway..
but, in e end.. still promoted to some of my frenz..
afterall, its my LAST IBM.. really hope got frenz come support for my last concert in SP..
coz its really sad to work so hard.. come for practices, n in e end perform to a hall of no supporters of urs..
so envious of those who hav frenz, esp non-band member frenz who turn up to support them..
wonder how darren can sold 10tics when he's not even performing for ibm..
haiz.. so friendship worths less than $6..
some would rather stay at hm n watch tv.. some would rather spend another extra $3.50 n watch a movie..
ya.. thts wat frenz are for..
how can not disappointed rite??
nevetherless, i shall enjoy my LAST IBM
shall have a crazy photo taking with my band mates, esp those who r having their last ibm too.. haha
shall perform hard not for supporters.. but for e band.. =)
6 more days........
a nice song....
Should I Stay
By Dreamz FM
Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?
Wish you'd been Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel's heart
The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin' proof of what love is about
It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you..
Its sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I'm down
My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You're still in my thoughts
It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?
Ooooh... should I stay? Should I go?
Ooooh... should I stay? Should I go?
It's hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It's sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don't know (I don't know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I...?
This time its done
It'll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it's sad just the same
I guess the truth
Doesn't matter somehow
But you were livin' proof of what love is about...
finally... smth to smile over these moody days...
i gt the music n arts scholarship =)
heard cchysband got gold in national band competition.. 84.5%...
2nd highest in 2nd division..
well done guys..
pity tht i cant go support n see e glory with my own eyes.. haiz...
but still.. i'm happy..
finally.. a GOLD.. =)
from an email... so so true..
Cancer is the cardinal water sign indicating that strong and rushing feelings and emotions guide their actions. When they love they love forever...period.
Their extremely tough outer shell makes it hard to truly get into their heart but once in the loved one becomes pampered, adored and prone to being the intense focus of their feelings and moods.
A Cancer lover instinctively nourishes and dotes on the object of their heart and can be all encompassing in all ways. Being traditional and home oriented means male Cancers like to follow the proper rules and ways to court, to fall in love and to make it permanent. Likewise for females who tend to wait until the man makes his move regardless of how strongly they may want to make a move.
No one can do love and give love like a Cancer can, but it is heart and maternally oriented as opposed to sexually oriented and its worse tendency is to be smothering. A Cancer who feels insecure in a relationship is apt to become demanding: either sulking silently hurt or verbally making it clear what is wrong and why.
The outer shell protects them from giving too soon and too often but those outer claws (another Crab attribute) serve to hold onto a loved one with a tenacious grasp that is almost impossible to break. Yet their actions are always driven by the true depth of their feelings and the loved one almost always holds a cherished spot in their heart even long after the union is over. When it comes to protection...not even Leo can outdo the fierce and loyal strength that a Cancer wields in the name of protecting a loved one.
Cancers Sexuality: Sex is not definable without emotions for most Cancers and they must feel something with relative strength for their truest feelings to come out in a romantic and sexual interlude. They are tender and partner oriented lovers and more concerned with pleasing their mates and feeling the returning emotions as nurturing proof of the partners love. Sex for cancer is attached to all things which mean security and loyalty and truth of the heart. Their needs tend to fluctuate according to their moods and emotional state as does their intensity and their desire levels. In many ways sexuality is an empowered field for Cancer as they are the zodiacs maternal nurturers it is the literal act of sex which has molded their 'job'. A cancer who is in love and feels secure will intuitively understand that and will treat it as the joyful gift it is.
The long term story: In a solid, secure relationship a Cancer can easily support the nuances of a long term relationship as they naturally nourish and supplement the changing nature of the union. On a lovers part it is important to understand their emotional vulnerability and how they cope with that through their built in defense mechanisms. Cancers are, undeniably, prone to a certain moodiness and such is the way they can learn to bend and flow and give what is needed to nurture those around them. The more a partner learns to enhance a cancers ability to detach from what is going around them and to learn the truth of their own power of emotional freedom the less this natural moodiness will manifest in overt ways.
Positive Traits in Love: Loyal, supportive, nurturing, compassionate, caring, dedication, faithfulness of emotions, tenderness, pampering, adoration.
Negative traits: Possessiveness, jealousy, moodiness, volatility, control issues, dependency issues, depression
What Cancer likes: Feeling appreciated, Sincerity, Tradition, Stability, Routine, Loyalty, Commitment, Laughing, Feeling supported.
What Cancer Dislikes: Erratic ness, Sudden, unexpected changes, Insincerity, Being ignored, Dishonesty, Not knowing how you feel, Being uncomfortable
Cancer Love Keywords: Emotional, fluid, nurturing, supportive, moody, insecure, loving, loyal, tradition oriented, modest, generous, sincere.
feel like digging a hole right now, n hide it inside, nt to face reality..
feel like lying on the bed, nvr to wake up n face cruelity..
feel like having a sweet gd slp, nt to wake up in e middle of the night still in shock..
but no, i muz b strong..
i muz change to bring this back all over again..
i must not giv up hope..
i cannot be a dead living person..
Finally.. hong kong pics are up.. haha!!
Flying to hong kong!!
The Adidas
The crumplers.. haha
At ocean park...
1st group pic..
Us with the mascot...
OH no.. Ah bass eaten by mario... wahaha
AHHHH....
At avenue of stars n symphony of lights
The Sweet candies..
Jasper, George, Ron
Lion ROARS..
At repulse bay
Cool..
More cool..
Most cool.. haha
(edit)
Happy 19th birthday to me!!
nth much to say.. juz wanna thanks my classmates for e wallet, pencil box and e famous amos cookie/cake. haha... really thanks
n of coz thanks to my wonderful bandmates (jiehong, ulcer, kaymiang, ah juan, mario, yvonne, zhihui n winson) who helped me celeb my birthday ytd.. haha.. if not for u all, i think i'll be having my bday at home watching tv n surfing nets.. really thanks.. i enjoyed myself alot ytd.. i love u guys.. HAHA.. n i love e watch.. THANK YOU =)
Thanks for my parents for e bday cake ..
n thanks to those who wish me happy bday by sms in order of time:
cindy
chun yu
chee ann
ah juan
kaymiang
shujuan
kah keng
yuhan
shawn
jarrich
jiehong
felicia
liting
cecilia
ayub
yingsze
lingzhi
jianhui
yoke hong
candice
weiliang
joelly
n those who wish in one way or another..
lastly, a thank to jiehong.. ( u knoe y.. haha)
i'm 19 le.. leading my last teenage yr.. next yr i'm no longer teenage le.. HAHA
may all my wishes come true.. lol
n world peace.. wahaha ^^