Saturday, November 26, 2005 @4:13 PM
i'm scared
i'm afraid
i'm lost
i'm sad
i've nvr feel such intense feelin since almost a yr le.. i tot i've grown stronger. but it seems i've not. or maybe i have, but this time round is too huge for me to take it. or maybe its 2 different things...
i really wish to find a hole right now, n hide it inside.. nvr to face fear n cruelity again.
Friday, November 25, 2005 @3:21 PM
arrgh!!! can anybody help this computer idiot ----> me!!!
i cant sign in msn, cant check mail, cant go into alot of webs....
i suspect tht e prob lies on my norton anti virus thingy...
coz when i once on my com, it wil say norton anti virus auto protection disabled. pls restart your computer... smthg lidat.. but i juz click cancel... then now e norton icon has a big red cross over it... n i cant go internet.... only some can.. n
www.blogger.com is one of them.. hahs...
how????? izzit becoz of e stupid norton thingy tht banned me from going to e net?
i stil have tons of work n reports to do.. i need e internet!!
any kind souls, who is a com pro can help this com idiot?? pls......
or anyone has e norton software for me to install?
pls...... guranteed a treat frm me once solved~
arrgh! i need help
Wednesday, November 23, 2005 @4:03 PM
was totally pissed off twice today.. gary asked me today at fc3 whether i'll scold "shawn's fav word" or not.. n e ans is wont la.. coz i dun lik ppl scold vulgarities so i wont lo... den he said tht he'll make sure he irritate me or dee-siao me til i scold e word.. hahaz.. but not long after, sm unappreciative person make me so pissed off tht i wanna scold e word... (nt gary la, his irritatin skill stil nt up to standard.. hahs).. take so much trouble to help, in e end not even a thank you.. yet, said so many unappreciative words... say i waste money.. hello!!!!!
but at least in e end, there's still 2 appreciative person tht appreciate my effort.. =)
as for 2nd incident? nt really pissed off, but juz couldnt stand it.. there's limit to one's patience yea.. n i agree tht recently i get impatient n pissed off easily.. hahs...
lao hu bu fa hui, dang wo shi bing mao
Monday, November 21, 2005 @2:51 PM
uploaded a song!!!! though it doesn'nt match my blogskin... i still upload it coz i think its nice.. hahaz
lovers' concerto - kelly chen
Sunday, November 20, 2005 @3:45 PM
received a sms from zhang qian saying tht her A levels has ended, n whether wanna go out for gathering.. time flies sia.... many of my frens r graduating le... n e guys are going army soon... n i'm still in polytechnic yr2.. hahs... but its ok.. i prefer poly den jc.. lol... hmmm.. lookin forward to e gathering.. so long nvr see those jc ppl le.. hahs.. they've been mugging n mugging during MY holidays.. hmm... how will e gathering be????
reminisce bout e times we had~
Friday, November 18, 2005 @3:12 PM
finally went to see doctor for my eyes.. after 1 month...
hahs.. expected.. there's nth he can do..
juz gave me antibiotics, anti flammation pills, n eye drops..
n tht cost $34....... diao
hope it faster recover.. though it's nt painful
its irritating... hahaz
Tuesday, November 15, 2005 @2:40 PM
juz now had a war in my hse balcony.......... there's a big fat disgusting cockroach there.. oh my gosh.. really 'mao zhan'. its so super super super disgusting.... n its damn clever lo... when i saw it, i shouted to my sis tht got cockroach.. but when she went to look at it, its gone... only a pile of my rabbit's shit... she say i see wrongly.. but who wld see shit as cockroach...so i'm determined to wait for its return.. n yesh, after 5mins, i saw it again.. on top of my rabbit's shit... yucks! its damn irritating disgusting. its fat, with long legs...... but anyway, its gone now!!! wahahaz!!! mum flushed it down to e toilet bowl.. eeks.. cant imagine my hse gt cockroach. it has nvr hav cockroaches in my hse ever since i moved in here.. to think of it, really make my hair stand. coz its damn disgusting!
i hate cockroaches!!!
n hope it dun come in pairs.. which gary always said : cockroaches come in pairs...
sianz.. 4hr break today again... n its gonna be every mon..
watch exorcism of emily rose... not bad.. nice movie.. smmore based on real story
i wanna watch harry potter n chicken little~ hahs
Friday, November 11, 2005 @2:34 PM
decision: bus concession
reason: save money
companion: mp3, tvmobile, scenery =)
Wednesday, November 09, 2005 @4:02 PM
always alone.. =( or =) ??
Sunday, November 06, 2005 @6:22 AM
yest had a so called "gathering" of cchb alumnis at cchy.. gt me, jiehong, candice, cheryl, kinda, bird, zirong n alice.... long time nvr saw bird, zr n alice le... bird is still as birdie... hahaz.. stil so lame n funny.. zr n alice still e same.. hahaz.. but didnt really get to chat with zr n alice.. alice's sick so they left earlier.... hope to c them again...
ya, hav been takin train this wk.. coz train stil gt train concession tht i bought durin e holis.. now its goin expire this sun 6/11/. now, makes me ponder whether shld i cont train or bus??
if take train, i need nt go sch so early (can slp for 1/2 hr more). but it gonna be standing all e way.. n i stil have to take bus den take train, which means more money needed for transport...
if i take bus, it saves alot money... but it means less slping hrs and more lonely....
haiz.. which to choose? ppl, i need advice.. any recommendations???
haiz.. realised yest nite tht more frenz r leavin...... coz of politics... isn't feelin good. really hope tht music could make them stay.. really..............
Friday, November 04, 2005 @3:58 PM
shit!!! i gt swollen eyes... e so called ' ba chiam'... so ugly.. no face go sch tmr sia.. hahs
n anyway ppl, i dunno how i gt it.. its not peepin on others bathe or pee or watever k... if yes, at most is peep on my rabbit.... wahahahaz!!!
going flood my eyes with eye drops.. hope tmr wont be tht swollen. n mum ask me tied a black string on my middle finger, say it wil help.. dunno if its true, but better be safe den sorry yea..
i love my tee~
Wednesday, November 02, 2005 @6:40 AM
yest is a suay day.. yupz..
fall again.. on e old wound smmore.. sianz 1/2..
coz raining, so run den fall. haiz.. this is nt called stupid k.. this is called suay.. hahaz..
when reach lab, my jeans r already stained w blood. so faster put bandage gauz over it.. den after sch den go bandrm to clean properly.. tht's where e nightmare happened. hahs
e gauze stick onto my wound!! it was complete torture pullin out e gauze.. eeks! same torture when i reach hm.. coz was wearing jeans, cannot dun put gauze...
sianz.. tot recover le.. den new wound.. shit! this term so shit, every module gt lab.. how to nt recover when i hav to put gauze everday? (coz hav to wear jeans)
shit shit!!! luckily today holi.. haiz.. tmr how?
SHIT~
today's nt a gd day, haiz.. take care my fren, u muz be strong~