Thursday, March 30, 2006 @8:55 PM
itp suz!!!
suz!!!
or shld i say my itp suz!!!
1st wk of itp, i console myself.. hoping tht things wont be so bad as days goes on... many ppl got itp worse den me.. heard of frens saying plucking weeds under e sun, or doing nth except writing reports all day... den i tot.. hmm.. maybe packing isn't so bad... maybe they'll let me do lab work next wk...
days past... its e 4th week le.. e one plucking weeds manage to go into the nursery to do smthg better, e one writing reports manage to go into e lab to do lab testing n sm QC work.. and me? i'm still a packer!!!! wth
saw ppl's nick everywhere... nice sweet nicks about itp... n it seems i'm e only one counting down for itp to over... i really feel like shouting out loud... AARRRHHHHH!!!!!!
other den 1 fren of mine.. who describe itp as intensive torturing programme.. haha.. but he's not my course.. cannot compare..
den smone told me nvm la, i'm sure u'll learnt smthg there... yeah.. i learnt how to pack faster.. learn how to fold boxes at a faster speed..
n my heart totally sank when today i overheard an auntie ask me supervisor, why dont ask them ( them = we, e 4 itp students) to go into the lab helpout..my supervisor juz said.. ooh.. they cannot go in.. wth.. i think we r more qualified than any aunties there to be in e lab lo.. in e end, one of e auntie who was a packer
only (nvr been in lab b4) b4 we came was asked to help in e lab..n me.. only can feel sad, envy for the auntie... anyway, for info, we've folded 7000+ lipstick boxes, checked all 7000+ lipstick cases.. but the lab only manage to make 100 lipstick... the lab is in need of workers to help out... n still, they dun allow us to go into e lab...
eversince i've overheard e auntie said today, my mood is totally moodless.. everything is meaningless.. i've been juz wiping the foundation boxes e whole day.. staring blankly.. hai..
hai.. really wonder wat for they ask for DCP IC students to be attached there? to make use of super cheap labour.. they c us young, can do things at faster rate, these 7000+ lipstick & foundation boxes can last them for months... they need not fold them even after we left.. coz we've done it beforehand!!
n my LO can only say hang on, you'll be back in sp soon....
hai.. ignore me here.. i juz wanna ' su4 ku3' here.. to let things out.. noone can understand e feeling.. i'm really wasting my time everyday counting down to 6pm... really feel lik crying...hai.. how i wish everyday is a saturday.... sigh
hope tht i can endure for e next 2 wks before i really break down...
all e best to me..
921pm
30th march 2006