Thursday, May 21, 2009 @9:31 PM
today is really an ' alot different kind of feelings' day.. We decided to let snowy go for teeth operation after seeing her becoming sooo skinny for not eating at all these few days.. we think rather she make the risk of gg the operation, than to see her starve to death as days goes by... obviously, the risk of the operation is super super high as the doc explains to me yesterday. Due to her age (about 90+ - 100 years old for human), general anaesthetic is v dangerous, she may not be able to take it, n jus not wake from it..
Waking early this morn, bring her to the clinic, to settle down first though the operation is like 2pm.. reach hm, totally lost.. did my work like robot, coz really feeling blank...
215pm.. phone rang. got a shock from it. the doctor called. i tot she din even went through the 1st 15mins.. luckily, its nt something bad news, but not good news either. the doc say she has been having difficulty in breathing since morn.. but dunno y.. This causes the risk of the operation to be even much higher. Doc say she'll most probably nt be able to wake up if she's gg to do the op..
Real hard decision for me. but in e end i still decided to go ahead the operation, if she was to really pass away, at least she can pass away peacefully in her sleep rather than starving..
315pm. operation supposed to end. but no call..
420pm. the phone rang. everybody was around me, waiting to hear the news.
snowy survived!!!! the op went smoothly.. n she's awake.. still need awhile of observation, but can pick her up after 6. After hearing the news, all of us cant help but cried. she's really a strong girl. im so proud of my pet =)
7pm. reach the clinic to pick her up. initially, i tot she will still be drowsy, like half dead.. but seeing her, she still can be so energetic, n i can see tht she's happy to see me! haha
home, fed medicine.. though she still doesnt want to eat, hopefully things will get better soon.
=))