Saturday, June 20, 2009 @1:08 AM
suddenly in e middle of e night, dunno whether is it the hormones acting up, im feeling v upset for no particular reason. jus feeling upset.den i started to think bout the past, how snowy acc me when im down, how she sort of comfort me, n how she'll always come in to my room the first thing in e morn when i woke up. n suddenly, i realise its all gone.its been almost a month, i really thought i've got over it. i've stop crying for long time. i tot im ok already.but now, im missing her again. n i miss her alot alot. i know im silly, smtimes im hoping when im home, n i open e door, i'll see her lying at her usual position at the balcony, like i always saw. im feeling like a kid now, crying over something like a toy tht will nvr be urs. i wan her back, i really wan her back.